• seaside

    seaside

    Right now I’m in Seaside, Oregon, hiding out from 50mph winds and sideways rain in a Starbucks – turns out there’s a reason tourists don’t come here in December. But this is when I did, when I had the time, and so I’m in this Starbucks and I’m the only one wearing a raincoat and

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  • STOCKS

    STOCKS

    The worst bar in Missoula is called Stocks – well, it’s the Stockman’s Cafe & Bar, and Dobi’s Teriyaki during the day. Don’t ask, cause I don’t want to know how that actually works. Especially because it’s actually a decent place to eat, at least given how the food scene is in Montana. But Stocks

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  • the losing side of 25

    the losing side of 25

    an essay I wrote when I moved back to Missoula after a few months in Denver // TW: suicidal ideation On the phone Wesley tells me I should treat myself with more grace – I tell him that I feel like I need to be punished. That suffering is good – and that I’m good

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