Running
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an essay I wrote when I moved back to Missoula after a few months in Denver // TW: suicidal ideation On the phone Wesley tells me I should treat myself with more grace – I tell him that I feel like I need to be punished. That suffering is good – and that I’m good
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An essay I wrote in the spring of 2022 about moving to Montana in 2021. Names have been changed. “I’m in love with Montana. For other states I have admiration, respect, recognition, even some affection. But with Montana it is love. And it’s difficult to analyze love when you’re in it.” ― John Steinbeck, Travels with Charley:
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An essay I wrote about a road trip I took in 2022. I was laid off from what my friends lovingly and I hatefully called “my fake email job” on January 14th, 2022. At first, as cajoled by all of my friends, I tried to rest. I turned off the alarm on my phone, drank
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